Well, I've stopped using LJ ): I never really post much anymore. There isn't really much to post anyway. XD But I'm not completely gone!

My Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/people/@/68110527

I'm always on there checking messages and such!

Had some fun posting a lot of stuff here (:

Toodles!

There comes a time where you decide that someone you love needs to change himself because it's damaging to him. But then there are times where you feel the need to change someone you love because it's damaging you, and when something damages one person it damages the relationship.

I can't change the fact that he's the way he is. It's as simple as that. I tried and it just doesn't work. He at least admits it, which accounts for something. Everyone has flaws, obviously, and there are some flaws that simply won't go away. You either gotta put up with it, or get the hell out of there. I've decided to put up with it because I have no thoughts whatsoever of getting the hell out.

He's right. This long distance thing is taking effect. I hate to believe it, but it's true. I'm willing to fight through it though until the very end (whatever that is I do not know). I still have this fear of fighting, and fighting and just ending up alone again having fought for absolutely nothing. That's just how I am though.

Just ranting. I hate being stressed out about things like this, so it helps to just let it all out.

I finally got around to finishing this pile of piss. I decided to create a simple, yet trendy layout utilizing Flash and CSS. The CSS is pretty shitty, I know, and I'm going to revamp it as soon as I gain more time. It was fun and challenging..and kind of frustrating..but I like how it turned out overall.

http://www.7okyo.net/tykobot

Edit* The whole service-offering thing is just a thing everyone seems to be doing these days. I just wanted to conform!

I hope Sarah Palin quits her day job and does Playboy.

She's hot.

For all of you web designer-roos I've got a question..

Which do you prefer: div layers or tables?

I'm using div layers for my web portfolio right now. They're so much easier to place IMO and it keeps my site a little organized. I've got several CSSs though, so it makes my FTP a little cluttered.

I still like tables, don't get me wrong, but I just wanted to try a new approach to site design. Div layers are pretty cool and I've seen company sites that use them too.

I'm learning Flash a little too. I used to hate it so much, but I guess it's growing on me a bit. I really want to work for Blizzard and design their Flash animations and web sites. I know I'm setting the bar really high, but hey I can dream can't I? (:

http://news.bmezine.com/2008/04/11/nintendo-controller-skin-removal-scarification/

Seriously. I know it's art and all, and it would be a pretty rad tattoo idea, but skin removal? I kind of threw up in my mouth a bit.

I didn't think Nintendo fans would be THAT hardcore. Looks like Miyamoto is a real god now.

Nintentards..

Best this year, and I had the time of my life! It started off really shaky. I lost my car keys and I was pretty much in shock and fear being all the way in Maryland. Then it came back! I love the employees of our hotel ^_^ they are always so helpful!

My boyfriend was there and we had so much fun! He was the best Scout there too! He took me out to eat and bought me gifts for my birthday. I wanted a Konata nendroid but I got Nanako and Minami instead. I still love them! And a nyoro~n t-shirt! Ahhh! He's the best @_@; ..Sigh I miss him.

Okay enough fangirl, so The Underneath concert. FUCKING AWESOME. Mar from Marbell is, now, the most beautiful, sexiest, hottest female celebrity EVER. She is so much hotter than Angelina Jolie. I want to DO her. Her voice is beautiful! Daizy Stripper are the most fun band I've ever seen live. Their outfits were outrageous and fabulous, and their performance was so entertaining! The Underneath were just fucking badass. They were underestimated in the Taste of Chaos tour, but they shot back up and fucked up the stage. The energy was enormous! I hope we made them have the best time of their lives performing for us. The crowd was insane. Too bad we couldn't have mosh pits. Mar cried in her final song. I teared up like a little girl. Every performance was so powerful. They were just amazing. I was never bored, and I never just stood there. I was jumping, raising my fist, screaming, yelling..my throat burned before but my neck still hurts from the headbanging. THE MOST EPIC CONCERT EVER!

I lost my 42 cent black cap though. Oh well, at least it wasn't my car keys. So I regained something important, and lost something unimportant. I gained the best experience of the year. Otakon 2008 kicked ass.




I love you so much, Adrian!

I LOVE THIS GAME

IT'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN 2 AND 3

I'M SO HAPPY

I found this on my way to class this morning on my campus:



/b/tards everywhere. They surely are legions.

GTFO MY CAMPUS, YOU CARDS.

Edit* It says on the top, "YOU FOUND THE CARD," and then it says, "NOW FIND THE TRUTH." Website on the bottom is http://www.youfoundthecard.com. It's some stupid scientology bullshit. I really wanna bap whoever dropped this card. In b4 some serial killer finds my house and slaughters me lol.








Ouah..I miss my sweetums. ;_;

I can't live like this anymore.

I feel so numb.

I feel like nothing matters anymore.

No one in my life exists.

But me.

Alone.

Forever.

I should just die.






Aside from that, I do feel a bit glum...

Maybe it's coz of school..I'm not sure..

Wanna see a magic trick, guise?

Best movie ever, or bestest movie ever AMIRITEGUISE?

So, does anyone else read Rotten Tomatoes as religiously as I do?

Can someone please explain (preferably someone from New York) why New Yorkers really don't like TDK?

Are they butthurt because it wasn't shot in their homeland, or is it something bigger?

Please, enlighten me before I commit mass murder in New York.

Edit* Don't get me wrong; I love New York (no pun intended)! I just find it amusing most of the critics that disliked TDK are New Yorkers.

I leave tomorrow for Jersey. YAY!!

Happy 4th of July!!

I'm going to light sparklers later tonight and set things on fire. Anyone else doing anything today? Hope you all have a good 4th!

I feel like complete and utter SHIT. That is all.

UR A MAGET

I'm gonna go on rollercoasters...yay. *Sigh*

Kill myself.

http://www.ctrlaltdel-online.com/comic.php?d=20080602
http://www.ctrlaltdel-online.com/comic.php?d=20080602
http://www.ctrlaltdel-online.com/comic.php?d=20080602
http://www.ctrlaltdel-online.com/comic.php?d=20080602

WHAT THE FUCK?

Why did he do that! I wanted to see the baby grow. Now it's all depressing and makes me want to hang myself. Thanks, Tim. I know it was inevitable, but still.. It's going to get really depressing from there, and I really like Ethan's and Lilah's relationship with each other. Would have been nice to so how well Ethan would switch between being a father and hopeless moron. I guess it's okay to see how they get through the miscarriage.

Still, I raged. Hard.

Almost one more day! Yeah!

Oh, and if you're interested in playing Shin Megami Tensei Online: Imagine, then there's a good website that gives you step-by-step on how to play. Since it's Japanese-only, you'll need Japanese installed.

http://www.digitaldevildb.com/games/shin_megami_tensei_online_imagine/

Pretty thorough instructions. You'll be in the game in no time! I haven't played for a while. I might get back into it when I get home.

GOD it's so HOT in here! I wish the AC would work up here. -_- Ugh.

So I tried out Shin Megami Tensei Online: Imagine and I must say for an MMORPG it moves at a nice pace! I never got into the series (I watched Brandy play Persona 3 and thought about playing the Digital Devil game but never got to it) since it was boring to watch, or I just wasn't really that interested. I forgot to grab some screens of it, but I'm too hungry and lazy to do it now. The graphics are pretty nice, but the avatars could run a little faster. I like the idea of recruiting demons to fight alongside you, but I don't really understand the LNC (Law, Neutral and Chaos) system. I assume it's something from previous SMT games. Anyway, give it a try if you have any time. My character's name is ｎｅｒｏ if you get in. I think I'm on Act 3 now? Not sure.

Ugh. Hungry now. Tata~